Is pretty much how I feel.
I want to scream it at the top of my lungs, but I don’t think people would thank me for it.
Until yesterday I still didn’t let myself think I was going. How many hurdles have there been to get here?
Until yesterday, I was rushing around trying to get various bits of paperwork and other garbage sorted for work.
Today, I am calm. There is nothing more calming than an imminent trip.
Packing this morning was uneventful. I really didn’t know what to bring. All my Indian outfits from 3 years ago no longer fit. All my western outfits are either too warm for the hot weather or not appropriate.
It resulted in a fashion show of my entire wardrobe, not much it would transpire in the end.
I’ve done that thing of trying to sort and tidy the house for when I get back. Like I know a clean slate is needed.
It’s a wedding really, but every day of my one week trip I will be on the move, travelling and meeting various family members. This is the bit I cannot predict.
But for now, I ease into my routine and allow the world to fall away.
I am soaring today.
Here, you cannot touch me.